Sessho105

Hi, this would be my first blog post (LOL no srsly) I wanted to try it out, so uhmm.. lessee...

It's a little sudden but, I've been feeling sad lately. There's no one to talk to my friends, I guess they're all busy. I don't mind them being all like this, I guess. I don't want to burden them with anything, specially now that I know they don't like me that much I guess (Heck I can't blame them). I feel like that I should just disappear, but I can't stay away since I don't have anyone to talk to very much. I admit, I'm a little upset when they leave me when the people they really want to talk to arrives. And specially, when I'm left out... I always feel like that. I guess I have no place to turn to, always alone. I wish there was someone to talk to, one who would care. I try to help my friends specially when they are in need of comfort or any suggestions, but that's all I can do for them...

I am not very good at stuff they know, I don't know much about the things they like, I'm not like them; who's often so good at things... I can't even cosplay nor be funny. I feel like sleeping forever this way. Guess I'm not needed.

Yes, I am still alone now. I wouldn't say it's okay or anything... I couldn't describe it. But I guess I should stop, my eyes have been hurting from crying lately and I've developed a fever (again).

I'm sorry if this post is sad or annoys you^^; All I can do for now is thank you for reading... Atleast someone is concerned.

Some poems I thought of. (Inspired by Frederica Bernkastel's poems from Higurashi no Naku Koro Ni, somehow I feel related to her words...)

Thank you very much^^